-Take care of yourself-

 

A Couples days ago, I decided to rewrite my story about him, the -NN- in my old case folder.
I Don’t understand why I should write about that, I feel like a mad girl. Don’t you think?
Everytime I remember him, I just want to rewrite our stories in that mini folder.
I write it as an undeliver mail for him (not to deliver), just to deliver to myself.
I don’t expect that he’s going to read mine.
Why? Exactly, I don’t know how to dig in and burry that memories. Bitter sweat memories about him…
So maybe as the time goes by, I hope it will flow into the air.
Just like a Harry Potter story when you can put your memories into a cauldron of bowl? Hope so!

Put You There In The Cauldron, Portray You There

 So maybe I can banish you up in my mind…
Everytime I remember you, I feel like always stumble up my mind.
…Damn, help me to escape this heart ‘furt’…